As they say, no news is good news. I've got nothing rally to say today. Had a normal day doing bits and pieces and going over to a friend ( allegedly for the kids to play but really for me to talk to the adults) and went to the park. Kids were mostly ok today and they are now in bed sleeping ( I think / hope).
Yes I still desperately miss my husband, I'm still worried about him and am counting the days until he gets back but today was good, normal. It feels like the first normal day I've had in ages. I still can't quite believe what I've been through in the last 10 days or so, it feels like a lifetime but today felt normal. For that fact alone I am happy (also not a word I've used much in the last 10 days).
Things have calmed down. That's not to say it won't flare up again and again but for now I feel I can face what is coming.
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