Went back to the doctor today for another scan and he wants me to have ANOTHER scan next week to try and determine the date of the pregnancy. I'm really hoping nothing is wrong and we just have the dates out but it is getting frustrating going back every week.
My previous 2 pregnancies were fine (once I actually got pregnant) with none of this faffing at the beginning. My other concern is having this baby with enough time for us to get over to the UK this summer for the stone setting. I know I shouldn't be concerned about this but there is no way I would want my husband to miss it and having not been around for the funeral or the shiva I also want to be there because I need some sort of closure on the events of the summer. I need to somehow find the time that I never got this year to acknowledge my loss.
I know, we have alot to get through before then and I am so grateful that I am pregnant my real first concern is for a healthy and successful pregnancy but life is not lived in isolation and these things are all part of my thoughts.
B'shah tova this baby will be born and we will fit everything else in around it. This isn't up to me I just have to see how things evolve over time - it's back to that patience thing again!!!
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