I'm still not pregnant. I'm having scans this week to find out if I'm ovulating following this months round of drugs. From the 2 scans I have had so far this month there seems to be some progress but nothing yet. Here's hoping and praying fro something this month.
This isn't quite the normal selfish "oh no I'm still not pregnant " rant. I wanted to remember what happened at the Mikva this month. I'm not a great one for spontaneous prayer but there I was standing in the room at the mikva thinking and there it was. I was thinking about the tragedy in Itamar (the murder of 5 members of the Fogel family) and mostly about the kids. The only name I could remember at the time was Hadasa - the 3 month old baby. It seemed unfair to me that these souls had only been in the world for a short time and did not have the chance to reach their full potential ( or maybe they did, I don't know). I simply asked Hashem to send the souls back. Many women went to the mikva this week, many of us are longing for the chance to bring a soul in to the world, to allow it to grow and develop. Five souls were suddenly taken from the world this week. Please Hashem, find five women who are worthy enough to give these souls the second chance the need to develop their full potential to serve you.
Thank you
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